The Metro Diary

Ugh...I want to sleep, I really do. I've been having trouble sleeping these past few days sleeping and, recently, I've been finding myself sleeping in class. This is not good. I need to sleep, I want to  sleep. No matter how hard I try, I just lie on the bed the whole night moving around and thinking about stuff. I just want to sleep without all these things bugging me, is that too much to ask for?

After what happened between Sofia  – yes, her name was Sofia – and I, I decided to repair myself and, you know, start over again. I'm going to make this post short, sweet, and to the point because I'm soooo tired and I feel like "marrying my bed" again xD Kidding aside, this whole Sofia thing started to make sense. I found out the thing that rocked me to my core: She lied to me . This whole time she was lying to me. Now, I'm not here to put my assumptions out here in the open, no, I'm just here to state some of the facts and shit I've uncovered after finding out her oh-so-clever plot. So, she told me that she loved me and all that crud. When in reality, she had a boyfriend this whole time. She kept telling me that she loved me and that I have a chance on becoming her boyfriend, and with the hope of being in a relationship with her. Not only that, I also found out that some guy – some spawn of pure evil, a person whose life is completely ...

Okay, after asking some of my friends, I've noticed that my blog looks so different on Google Chrome 64-bit . After visiting my blog using Google Chrome, I've realized that it did look different. (Well, the fonts for post titles did.) I didn't know that it looked different because I often used Internet Explorer. Because I use Internet Explorer often (well, Internet Explorer 11 for Windows desktop, to be exact), I designed my blog for IE. (Sure, I added a scrollbar for Google Chrome users, but I didn't really need that in IE and it's just eye candy for some.) [Update 1] This is how my blog is supposed to look like now: Here's a screenshot of how my blog is supposed to look like: Because I designed this blog specifically for Internet Explorer 11, you will see this blog in a much more better quality when visiting this blog using Internet Explorer. In the following screenshots, I will show you how my blog looks like from 3 differen...

Well...it seems like my life is, uh, hitting the shitter. This depression has taken a huge toll on my health and I look like shit in person. My head hurts and my grammar is starting to suck. (It almost always does.) What's worse is that this year's tragedy is way, waaaayyy worse than last year. I'm sick, literally. I'm depressed. I'm angry. I'm agitated (for no apparent reason). Worst of all, my immune system has (almost) given up on me.. I don't know what has happened to me..I wish I can go back and tell my old self, "Kid, don't do it. Falling in love is not worth the risk. Prevent it while you can." Whatever, I don't know anymore..

.......  ..umm..I have received some very disturbing news today and, well, let's just say that it shook my core..  It was around 3:20 when I heard the news, when she told me that she immediately decided to decline my request because she heard something bad about me..  ..ummm..yeah, it's over, time to go into a spiraling depressed jam-packed with dark thoughs and an endless amount of depression..  Like Tom in the movie 500 Days of Summer, I need to be depressed and be a lump of yyyy again..I think we deserve this..