The Metro Diary

Heya! I just decided to open my Minecraft earlier for no particular reason and I checked out me and Jean's Scarlet Mansion in the server that we used to go to. I remember I had put all of the books, diaries, and letters she sent me last summer in a chest. To my surprise, they were all there. ALL THERE. Here are some of the cute, sweet things that the old Jean wrote to me: You know, I miss Jean. Not this Jean. The old Jean. The old Jean that used to send me writings and sweet, long letters. The Jean that used to play Minecraft and hide and seek with me. The old Jean that used to Skype with me everyday, from dawn to midnight, there was even one time when we "Skyped" for 5/8 hours straight. I miss the old Jean who was my best friend. Like I said a million times, me and Jean are just too.......different now. Her best-guy-friend is my friend and she's friends with, like, a thousand people (preferably, guys) on Facebook. Back then, she didn...

Argh, I can't take it! It's like I'm in solitary confinement or that I'm stuck on a deserted island. Welp, while I'm here, I might as well tell the stuff that I miss. I miss Elaine, my best friend Jean, Paula, Jeramil, Ryanne and everyone else :/ I miss wearing my best clothes and talking with my best friends on Facebook.. I miss going out with Jean I miss being called by my friends I miss my late night talks and roleplays with Jean I miss eating past 12am I miss the way how Elaine calls me her "little one" I miss how everyone used to care about me I miss how Elaine and I used to talk everyday I miss how Jean used to Skype and play Minecraft with me I miss the late night Skype calls I miss when my Skype friends used to have a video conference and we'd talk for hours I miss when I used to call Elaine on her phone I miss those times when I flood Elaine and she'd say that it's okay if I flood her notifications Most of all, I mi...

^ Dat... HOLY FUCKING SHIT JESSICA IS SO FUCKING HOT IN HER MISS KOREA SWIMSUIT ....that round fluffy butt... I mean, that round and fluffy... ...butt OKAY, I ADMIT IT JESSICA IS HOT AS HELL AND I WOULD LOVE TO... ....no....control yourself, Lance... Anyways, this day was just awesome I talked to Ryanne and did a lot of stuff today Ryanne, to be honest, is a really nice girl and she seems like a nice girl I like her anyway, but I shouldn't tell her that since she won't like me back Too bad though, she won't like me I'll try hard to look for a girl in 2014 I'll try to find someone who will like me, someone who sees the stuff I do I pity myself for doing a lot of stuff to someone.. For now, Elaine is the only one that truly appreciates me She knows how much stuff I do for her, how much I sacrifice for her, how much I cried for her, how much I spent time with her, how much she means to me I hope my future girlfriend will...

I've been thinking the whole day. What if Jean doesn't want me back? What if Jean genuinely and literally wants to forget about me. So, I've been thinking of running on a new OS (personality). Just like Microsoft Windows, I too will run on an NT-based kernel and Operating System. The fundamentals of my personality, my aspect, my looks and most importantly, my method of living will be redesigned, reinvented, and reimagined. It's all about those Re- stuff, right? :D Windows is running on Windows NT. Oh, and speaking of Microsoft Windows, I'm actually a Windows 8.1 user and I love it! I'm currently listening to So Nyeo Shi Dae - My Oh My whilst typing this down on Internet Explorer's Metro app. I have to say, my laptop never run faster since I upgraded to Windows 8/Windows 8.1 My laptop actually ran on Windows 7 Home Premium when I first got it, then I upgraded to Windows 8 and Windows 8.1 Windows aside, I need to renew my life, to redesign i...

As you guys have noticed, I have removed "Jean's Corner" and turned it into "Elaine's Corner". Well, that's not the only change you'll notice around here, I'll add more and more and mooooorrreee changes soon, just wait. After Jean left, I've decided to redesign and change my life, step by step, piece by piece. I've decided, I'm going to change the way I act. No more old me, goodbye memories. For the record: SHE THREW ME OUT FIRST Common sense will tell you that you should move on too, right? Well, that's what I'm (hopefully) trying to do and that's what Jean is currently doing. You know what? Jean left me first Jean didn't want to be my best friend anymore Jean left me.... Did she always have to make me feel this bad? I barely said anything horrible to you. And now you throw me away that easily... ...but....I thought you treasured our memories and that you.... .... Well.....now that I think of i...

I see that Jean is doing just fine without me, I told you so. See, this is why Jean can move on and forget about us in sassafrassin'  one day. Good grief, I'll just leave her alone this time so that she may be happy with that new guy and that I will be happy with my new friends and with Elaine. I hate it when cartoons and shows say their final goodbye, but, I have to say it, goodbye Jean. *Plays music* We hate to say goodbye, we hate to say goodbye ram-pum-pum It's just like that quote I read earlier. It's painful to say goodbye to a person you don't want to let go. But it's more painful if you ask someone to stay if you know they really want to go Goodbye Jean, old friend. Our time has passed, you've moved on to do better things than Skype and play Minecraft. I guess it's time to let you go and leave you alone now. *Tears fall form my eyes* Nah, I'm just kidding everyone. Not about the Jean thing, that really will happen tomorr...

Wew what a horrible and awesome day. The best part was when I talked to my wonderful, awesome and super super sweet sister, Elaine (: Yesh, she is indeed, my sister xD Well, it started on....November 4 or 3 when she became my sister. We have soooooooooooo much stuff in common, by the way. She told me to move on about Jean and forget her because of all the mean things Jean did to me, well, I'm going to follow her anyway. After all, the old Jean is dead, right? I deleted out memories because no one wanted them anymore. Jean didn't like them, my friends didn't like them, so I had to DELETE them. (If you want to see them being deleted, the screenshots are in " Time To Move On " Of course I won't feel sad (: I'm with Elaine now, not Jean anymore. Besides, what's the use of liking and thinking that she liked me when she exactly said "I couldn't or never like or love you" What's the use, right? You know what else Jean did? She sent ...

Hey guys, sorry for posting so late. I'm back to my normal boring schedule, that's why. I'm really really sorry if I won't be posting as much cool stuff as before because I got a lot of work to do :( I wish I could leave this place and travel the world, or something like that. Dreaming and wishing isn't bad. On some occasions, can help people realize their goals and whatnot. I talked to Elaine the whole day and she was awesome!! She was actually really caring towards me and stuff. If you saw her picture, she's really a nice and cool gal. She has good looks and she's beautiful too (: Oh, Jean also Skyped with me today. She also told me about her new crush, ugh. Whatever. Get a crush. Get a boyfriend. I don't care . Sir James (the cool guy) told me that there are A LOT of girls out there... ....he was right! There are, in fact, A BILLION girls out there! Not just 1 billion, but 3-4 billion!! Sooooo.......I still have a chance! Sir James and Elaine...

It's that time of the week again, not it's The Weekly Potato, it's about The Uneaten Cake! For starters, let's say that all of us were turned into cakes. Now let's say that our cakey selves would match the look of our human looks; if you are beautiful, you would look like a delicious and well-baked cake; if you are not beautiful, you'd look like a horrible cake. Oh, you thought the cake above represents me? No no no no no no no no no, you're surely mistaken. You have the wrong guy. If I was a cake, I'd look something like....this.... Ew. That's right, I'm ugly. It's hard to admit it, but hell yeah, I'm ugly. I'm a cake who's never been eaten, never been tasted and never been loved. That is, if I was a cake, but I'm not. Wait, we're in cake world! All of us are cakes for now! Oh my God, look at my friends, they all look like beautiful and well-prepared cakes.. Elaine in cake form By ...

Hi guys! It's me again. I've been talking to Sir James this whole afternoon and stuff. He told me that I should improve my blog and add a little "razzle dazzle" and some "fashion" into my blog. He was right! I do need this "fashion" that everyone's been looking for. Don't worry, guys, I'll put more "fashion" into my posts to make it look great! Thanks, Sir James! Anyway, I've added the Characters page in my blog. It's for those new readers who wants to get to know more of the people who inspire me and help me in my daily life. You guys really should check out the new pages I've been making. I'm constantly trying to improve them as we speak (well, in reality, as you read). Hmmm.. Nothing much happened today, no new stuff, no drama, nothing new and I didn't talk to Jean or Elaine today. I've mostly been busy on this blog and I've been looking for new techniques on how to improve...

I think I still like Jean a little, but not the present Jean, the old Jean. The one who used to be nice to me, my old girlfriend. Anyway, I just dug through the bottom of my heart and I found our memories together. Why do I always grow fond of those memories? I dunno either. But deep deep deep down in my heart.....I still love Jean. I don't like the present Jean actually. She's more beautiful, more gorgeous, more better and (more hotter) than the previous Jean.....but......the main thing is.....so what? The present Jean of today hardly treats me like the old Jean used to. She's less kind, less caring, less nicer, less understanding, and of course, less loving. I'm not after Jeans looks, I'm after her personality. I'm more after the old Jean who used to love me. I remember what the girl said in Dating Agency: Cyrano "Do you like cute girls, or hot girls?" Looking at the past and the present, the old Jean was a cute girl and the present Jean is ...

I really need to move on from the old Jean. I still love her a little.. Well, that's my desktop for now. I wanted to make it look more beautiful just like before, but it's useless. What's the use of it anyway? My heart still aches for Jean's old texts messages because I miss her and I love her so much. I don't love the present/current Jean. She might look, sound and act like the old Jean... ....but the fact is....she's just not the Jean I used to know and love I know I'm not the only one experiencing this. I just know it. My soulmate (or whoever she is), must be having the same problem, too. I need to meet her, I'm getting pretty lonely these days and it seems like nothing is helping. I recovered the texts to my laptop using Nokia Suite. Jean's texts ALWAYS made my day Her texts were so sweet. She must've cared for me a lot back then. Sure, her grammar might be a little off, but I don't care. To b...

I open my eyes and the morning knocks As if the dim night of yesterday never existed Say hello, there are still so many things left unsaid But now I just blankly look at your picture It's so strange, I can't fall asleep My favorite coffee tastes bittersweet It's alright, it's alright Everyone goes through this at least once I just keep telling myself that These streets we used to walk together Today, it seems lonely Turn back the clock to yesterday Where we used to laugh and cry Well, I dunno what to do now. I can't tell my plans because a certain someone might find out. No, it's a plan for my dead friend. ...I don't know why Jean stopped appreciating me and talking to me all of the sudden. She sounds like she's not interested, bored and doesn't want to talk to me all the time. Back then Jean used to want to talk to me, she even asked me for my telephone number..... ....ahhh....the glory days........why have we grown apart?... I'm cr...

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Oh my God, what a day. I'm sooo tired playing games all day. Still, you know what happened with me and Jean? We got back together AS FRIENDS. Yeah, we're friends again. I know, it sucks. You know, Jean will NEVER even love me anyway, so, why try? xD You know, I don't think a girl could love me....really I admit it, I'm not that much of a....whatever you girls call it. I'm just a simple guy, seriously. Oh, it'll be a looooonnnggg time before you guys see my face :) A loooooonnnggg time! Okay, so let's just summarize what happened today 'cause the day was extreeemmmeeeelllyyyy BORING!!! Me and Jean got back as friends Elaine talked to me Elaine went to a hotel for a medical mission Elaine participated in it I played Outlast, Portal 2 and Megaman X8 I watched IGSRJ That's it :) Seriously guys, I just spent the whole day sleeping, what else do you want? xD Well......seeya tomorrow!!!

Well here we are again. It's always such a pleasure. Remember when we met? Oh how we laughed and laughed. Under the circumstances I've been shockingly nice. You want your freedom? Take it Goodbye my best friend. Oh, did you think I meant you? That would be funny if it weren't so sad... Well, it's official, me and Jean aren't friends anymore. Sorry it took me a while to post this. I was trying to think about what happened. Ugh, me and Jean are gone. She said that I should forget about her and stuff. I don't know what to do. It feels weird not seeing Jean in my chatbox or seeing her profile. It's really weird. Oh God, I'm sooo tired of crying and stuff. I've been crying for 7-8 hours straight. I don't know what to do, but she's happy now. You know... I'm feeling more regret right now... I feel horrible. I still keep our old text messages and I've managed to copy all 3000+ messages to my laptop. Huhh...memories...... If there was like......

As I'd expect, today was a normal boring day (Aside from the backlash I got from Soshified). Of course, I got irritated and angry at them, what do you expect? Any kind of human would get mad at them if someone kept posting useless comments on your posts, it's just normal to get mad at people. Anyways, today is Teachers' day and we had like.....a dance or something. Oh, one more thing, I didn't see Elaine (Avriele) online today because I think she has to like....study for her exams. Still, good luck on your exams, bestie!~ Loooovvveee you!~~~ Mwah! ;D Hey, what are you looking at? Me? Dude, I show my affection to only my bestest friends, so? I love Elaine (As a friend) and I care for her, plus I cherish our friendship together and I want to make it last forever. I wouldn't want to lose my bestest friend in the world, would you? No? Then, don't mind it! Hahahaha Like what Tiffany said to Taeyeon in her post: "If you live to be 100....I hope to be 100 minus ...