The Metro Diary

Hey, all! Since this blog's pageviews haven't plummeted down to 0 (yet), I'd figured someone might be, at least, checking out my blog. So, um, here's an update for those who are willing to read up on how I've been. For those most part, to be honest, I've been doing quite fine over the last few weeks. Last week, the days around October 12-16 was the luckiest week of my life. This week wasn't that bad as well, it was stressful for the most part, but I've been trying to cool down and relax recently. If there's one thing I would say, it's the fact that my life is sort of stagnant right now, with nothing new happening between days, and I've had the feeling that I'm missing someone. If I could give you a name, it would be Elaine. I kinda really miss talking to her about SNSD and all that stuff. Back then she'd be the go-to person for all the newest news on everything SNSD. But, um, we've kind of grown apart these past few years. W

If there's one, underlying, thing I've learned over the past couple of months or so, it's the fact that I do not go well with any groups, even with people. I don't really know why, but as far as I can remember I've always been the outcast, the one always left alone ever since elementary or so. I'm in college now and, although I've been making strides in becoming more friendly with people, I still really find myself as someone distant from the others. Just like what happened earlier, it was our physical education class and we were in this bowling arena. The day started out so great, to be honest, but never had I expected that it would end this horribly. So going back, my class and I were in this bowling arena and for the first few moments I was pretty cool with them all, cracking jokes and laughing with the group. That was until the class started and we were supposed to be in groups. I'm not sure what the maximum number of players were in a group, but I