The Metro Diary

Sometimes, people reach their limit and....they just snap....they change... From now on, I will start to slowly kill (my personality) little by little. No, I won't literally kill myself, I'll just change my personality and my attitude towards everyone. Oh, and did I ever tell you that I have a toxin inside me? Yes. I just did, didn't I? I'm sick, literally. I don't want to give everything I have, I don't want people to just ignore me. I want to change, I want to run independently and efficiently. People.....just....unappreciate me... One day they do this. And then the next day, poof! I'm gone, history, yesterday's trash, dust of the past, whatever you want to call it. It's been a bumpy and (not to mention stressful) hard life for me. Doing my best for the people who will (inevitably in this case) eventually leave me. IT'S JUST FUCKING LIKE THAT I'm done. I'm not putting names here, because you know, some people. I...

Wew what a horrible and awesome day. The best part was when I talked to my wonderful, awesome and super super sweet sister, Elaine (: Yesh, she is indeed, my sister xD Well, it started on....November 4 or 3 when she became my sister. We have soooooooooooo much stuff in common, by the way. She told me to move on about Jean and forget her because of all the mean things Jean did to me, well, I'm going to follow her anyway. After all, the old Jean is dead, right? I deleted out memories because no one wanted them anymore. Jean didn't like them, my friends didn't like them, so I had to DELETE them. (If you want to see them being deleted, the screenshots are in " Time To Move On " Of course I won't feel sad (: I'm with Elaine now, not Jean anymore. Besides, what's the use of liking and thinking that she liked me when she exactly said "I couldn't or never like or love you" What's the use, right? You know what else Jean did? She sent ...