Fuck It, I'm Tired of Being Treated Like This

By on
Sometimes, people reach their limit and....they just snap....they change...
From now on, I will start to slowly kill (my personality) little by little.
No, I won't literally kill myself, I'll just change my personality and my attitude towards everyone.

 Oh, and did I ever tell you that I have a toxin inside me?
Yes. I just did, didn't I?
I'm sick, literally.

 I don't want to give everything I have, I don't want people to just ignore me.
I want to change, I want to run independently and efficiently.

 People.....just....unappreciate me...
One day they do this.
And then the next day, poof!
I'm gone, history, yesterday's trash, dust of the past, whatever you want to call it.

 It's been a bumpy and (not to mention stressful) hard life for me.
Doing my best for the people who will (inevitably in this case) eventually leave me.
IT'S JUST FUCKING LIKE THAT

 I'm done.
I'm not putting names here, because you know, some people.
I'm tired of doing stuff for those people; people who don't appreciate

 From now on, everything I do will be 99% based on mutualism.

 You like me, I like you.
You treat me as your best friend, I treat you as my best friend.
You appreciate me, I appreciate you.
You act nice to me, I will act nice to you.

 Treat me like SHIT, I'll treat you like shit.
Hate me, I'll hate you too.
Don't need me?
Well, I don't need you too.
It's a harsh way if you think of it.
But hear me out.

 Wouldn't you like to do something for someone who will eventually appreciate it?
Don't you like being thanked and appreciated when you do something?
Don't you just hate it when you do your best for someone and that someone just takes your effort to the trash?

 Like, when you make a gift for someone, a special gift, something you've been working hard on.
Then you give that gift and then the person says "Oh...umm...yeah.....I've seen better" or "Sorry, I don't accept trash" or specifically, "I don't like it..."
Now it just seems fair, right?

 Here's another thought that is also based on mutualism:
"Never cry for someone who won't cry for you"

 You're just wasting your tears if you keep doing that.
Believe me, I wasted A LOT of tears on people who don't deserve it.

Now, I'm not talking about a specific person here.
I wasn't talking about Jean or anyone you know here.
I was just letting out my thoughts.




.....so yeah, fuck it.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Tiffany's Xanga

By on
Image
Hi, I'm Lance Anderson and welcome to my blog, The Metro Diary . I'm sure you visited this page to see the links to the Xanga blogs  Tiffany  used when she was a teenager. For your convenience,  I'm going to divide this post into four parts : the links to Tiffany's Xanga blogs (and her other accounts), the screenshots of Tiffany's Xanga blogs, the story of her clique in high school, and the story of how I went looking for her blogs. Anyway, I'm going to cut this introduction short so you can finally see her blogs. By the way, I will sort her Xanga blogs in  chronological order  (from the oldest to the most recent). Have fun reading them! Part 1: Links to Tiffany's Xanga blogs (and her other accounts) Xanga Blogs Tiffany's main blog, D1S iS DA *D1ARY 0F DA 0NE `N 0NLY M`FUKC1N iNN0CENZ . muNgsOoneE's Xanga Site (April 2003) http://web.archive.org/web/20030704061017/http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=muNgsOoneE D1S iS...
Keep reading

Jessica Jung + Tiffany Hwang

By on
Image
The picture of the extremely stunning (and beautiful) girl above is Jessica Jung.  She's mine!  Just kidding, she's actually a singer of So Nyeo Shi Dae (Girls' Generation).  She's a charming and beautiful young lady.  Jessica has THE BEST VOICE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!! Her voice is super cuuuttteee and she can hit extremely high notes, yeah, EXTREMELY HIGH NOTES.  By the way, she's also one of the most beautiful women in the world according to some magazine.  Still, she's the most beautiful girl to me and that's all that matters.  My dream is to actually fly to Seoul and take a picture with her or get her autograph. Okay, I'm all out of words here because I kept staring at Jessica's picture. Don't misinterpret her with another Jessica,. There's, like, a MILLION girls named "Jessica" in this world, but there is only one Jessica that's part of SNSD and that Jessica also happens to be my celebrity crush :D What else?...
Keep reading

My First Week of College

By on
Image
A darkened and blurred photo of the college I'm currently studying in. It was very easy to find my college based on that picture, so I had to darken, crop, and blur the photo. I can confidently say that the first week (or, in this case, the first 3 days of college) were AWESOME . Man, the TV shows and movies were right, college is (probably) the best part of my life. It's been great so far, I have more freedom in what I want to do. I get to wear clothes that I like (although I still have to follow a dress code, but still, I prefer business attires over uniforms). I get to freely roam around during my long break. When I said "I get to freely roam around during my long break," I really mean it. Heck there are even students who go to malls nearby and even some of them go home. It's a long break, and the institution isn't prohibiting anyone to go anywhere. You can literally go anywhere you want during your long break—that alone is a good enough reason why ...
Keep reading