The Metro Diary

Wow, I have turned into one sad, sad sack.   I need to clean up my mind and to forget all the burdens that come with it, of course. I need to do a little "spring cleaning" and use "CCleaner" in my mind every once in a while to forget all those bad memories that just won't go to rest.   I need to, uh, improve myself (and others) over time. I know I know, I have a lot of "cleaning up" to do. I guess I need to visit a psychologist from time to time, so that I can see if my mental health is in tip-top shape, ridden of that sadness and depression stuff.   I've learned through a lot of movies that the way to be happy again is to just remove all of those harsh, painful memories, even if they are happy memories. So to truly become happy again is to just focus on your current life and try to improve it. If you're a student, like me, then just focus on your studies and hopefully you'll get better grades or something like that.   For me, what...

You know...I really want to share/express this now, I've almost had it. You exert too much pressure into one object, eventually it will crack. Well, I've always been.....misunderstood and stuff You know, I've done so much stuff for people. I'm not just talking about one person, I'M TALKING ABOUT EVERYONE AROUND ME Because I've helped everyone around me (in small ways or big ways); I've done so much stuff for them. I did a lot, really, A LOT. I help them with their stuff. I do things for them. I do their favors. I teach some of them and help them. I've almost helped everyone I know with my computer know-how. But...in the end...it's just unfair.. Sure, I let some people get their stress out by doing something to me. Sometimes, they punch me, they hit me, they say something to me and all things like that. After that, they'd thank me and stuff. It's (almost) a complete irony that the people who now dislike, hate, are angry ...

The picture of the extremely stunning (and beautiful) girl above is Jessica Jung.  She's mine!  Just kidding, she's actually a singer of So Nyeo Shi Dae (Girls' Generation).  She's a charming and beautiful young lady.  Jessica has THE BEST VOICE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!! Her voice is super cuuuttteee and she can hit extremely high notes, yeah, EXTREMELY HIGH NOTES.  By the way, she's also one of the most beautiful women in the world according to some magazine.  Still, she's the most beautiful girl to me and that's all that matters.  My dream is to actually fly to Seoul and take a picture with her or get her autograph. Okay, I'm all out of words here because I kept staring at Jessica's picture. Don't misinterpret her with another Jessica,. There's, like, a MILLION girls named "Jessica" in this world, but there is only one Jessica that's part of SNSD and that Jessica also happens to be my celebrity crush :D What else?...