The Metro Diary

Wew what a horrible and awesome day. The best part was when I talked to my wonderful, awesome and super super sweet sister, Elaine (: Yesh, she is indeed, my sister xD Well, it started on....November 4 or 3 when she became my sister. We have soooooooooooo much stuff in common, by the way. She told me to move on about Jean and forget her because of all the mean things Jean did to me, well, I'm going to follow her anyway. After all, the old Jean is dead, right? I deleted out memories because no one wanted them anymore. Jean didn't like them, my friends didn't like them, so I had to DELETE them. (If you want to see them being deleted, the screenshots are in " Time To Move On " Of course I won't feel sad (: I'm with Elaine now, not Jean anymore. Besides, what's the use of liking and thinking that she liked me when she exactly said "I couldn't or never like or love you" What's the use, right? You know what else Jean did? She sent ...

I think I still like Jean a little, but not the present Jean, the old Jean. The one who used to be nice to me, my old girlfriend. Anyway, I just dug through the bottom of my heart and I found our memories together. Why do I always grow fond of those memories? I dunno either. But deep deep deep down in my heart.....I still love Jean. I don't like the present Jean actually. She's more beautiful, more gorgeous, more better and (more hotter) than the previous Jean.....but......the main thing is.....so what? The present Jean of today hardly treats me like the old Jean used to. She's less kind, less caring, less nicer, less understanding, and of course, less loving. I'm not after Jeans looks, I'm after her personality. I'm more after the old Jean who used to love me. I remember what the girl said in Dating Agency: Cyrano "Do you like cute girls, or hot girls?" Looking at the past and the present, the old Jean was a cute girl and the present Jean is ...