ENOUGH
*Listening to Avril Lavigne's "When You're Gone" on YouTube* Fuck, that's enough. I'm sick and tired of this depression. I don't want to have these regrets any longer. I want closure, a proper one. If I'm going to start to improve myself for the better in 2015, I might as well start today. After all, I'm behind schedule a little bit. I need to start planning on what to do, where to go, what college to apply to, what course to take, and all that other NECESSARY stuff. First thing's first, I need inspiration. Now, as you all know, I have this fucking gaping hole in my heart that can only be filled by love or some other kind of bullshit. If I'm going to do this, I need an inspiration. Someone to look up to. A reason to make me move mountains. After hours of looking, I can find anyone to be my inspiration. I got none. My first pick would've been Jessica, but I heard that she's going to get married with Tyler Young and possibl...