Tuesday, September 23, 2014

After what happened between Sofia – yes, her name was Sofia – and I, I decided to repair myself and, you know, start over again.

I'm going to make this post short, sweet, and to the point because I'm soooo tired and I feel like "marrying my bed" again xD

Kidding aside, this whole Sofia thing started to make sense. I found out the thing that rocked me to my core: She lied to me. This whole time she was lying to me.

Now, I'm not here to put my assumptions out here in the open, no, I'm just here to state some of the facts and shit I've uncovered after finding out her oh-so-clever plot.

So, she told me that she loved me and all that crud. When in reality, she had a boyfriend this whole time. She kept telling me that she loved me and that I have a chance on becoming her boyfriend, and with the hope of being in a relationship with her.

Not only that, I also found out that some guy – some spawn of pure evil, a person whose life is completely useless, a sick, pathetic creature – threatened Sofia to make her stay away from me.

I don't know who the fuck that guy was or why the fuck did he do that, and I don't care whoever the fuck that was. If he wanted Sofia all to his slimy little hands, he can keep her.

Oh, and I also found out what those two have been up to.

Giuchie, giuchie, ya ya dada, indeed.

You tell me that you love me and then you go blow me off for some guy who's lying to you. Great. Just great.

And to think, this is the same guy that said sexually harassed her on Facebook saying, "Sex in the car. Lol. 2nd - Bathroom. 3rd - Bed. 4th - in a closet. xD. 5 - (if theres time to had sex). So our first child will-born."

I can't believe Sofia would still go up for this douche who said many sexual stuff to her (that she didn't like) and treated her like a slave (now being treated as a slave to him, that's what she liked).

The perfect song for her must be Michael Jackson's "Slave to the Rhythm".

I don't know anymore. I'm just giving up on her and forgetting her. Not only that, but I will be following the 3 steps on how to kill someone:

1. Hold their hand and never touch their skin again.  

2. See them nearly everyday and pretend they don't exist. 

3. Act like everything you ever said to them was a lie.

This isn't the first time I've done this and I'm 100% sure that it won't be the last. Whatever happens, I just hope my bestest and closest friends – [REDACTED], Paula, Ashley, etc. – will stand by me this time and definitely hope that my big sister, the awesome one, +Elaine Avriele, will be here for me :)

(And the same goes for my little sister.)

I'm going to need all the help and support I can get in order to move on and prevent myself from having another "suicidal breakdown" like last year, I never want that to be repeated again.

Sooo...yeah, wish me luck with the moving on thing and hopefully I will forget about Sofia (and the fact that Sofia ever existed) in the next 3 months.

Seeya~

UPDATE 1

Fucking crud, I was so tired and sleepy, I thought it was Monday.