"I couldnt or never love or like you"

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"Old or new still me
I couldnt or never love or like you"



Fuck, I just realized it now.



 "Old or new still me
I couldnt or never love or like you"
I was duped.
Oh, wait, I tricked myself....

 I keep thinking of what she said.
Again and again.

 I was right, I should throw away all our old memories.
Those memories don't exist anymore.
They're trash.

 Jean said a lot of heartbreaking stuff.
I mean, really heartbreaking stuff.


You guys are not close
Why would she even share ?
You are not my bf
We dont have love life experience 
If you kiss me i consider you as ex 

I should stop fooling myself and acting stupid for this one girl.
I'm trying and I've been trying literally EVERYTHING I can do to get her, seriously, EVERYTHING I CAN.

 You know, I need to really move on.
Make a new chapter.
I should remove that old chapter that has me and Jean in it.
No, wait, I got a better idea!

 I'M GOING TO RIP THAT CHAPTER AND BURN IN TO THE GROUND!
HOW DOES THOSE MESSAGES FEEL LIKE, OLD ME?!
IN FACT, I'M GOING TO INVENT A COMBUSTIBLE MESSAGE THAT BURNS MEMORIES DOWN!

*Sigh*
Jean said "We were not close"
Jean said "Leave me alone"
Jean said "I wasn't her ex"
Jean....

Fuck it, I'm moving on.
I'm single, I have all my life to live, I got all my love to give.
So what if Jean gets a new boyfriend? Get a boyfriend, I don't mind.
*Suddenly thinks of something*
Jean had a boyfriend....Mark
How come....I barely noticed....Mark and Jean...

 ....Maybe because....
...I was too busy.........talking to Elaine....
Holy crackers, you're right!
I was too freaking busy talking to Elaine....that's why Jean became oblivious to me...

 That's it!
I just need someone or something to keep my mind off Jean!!!
I GOT THE SOLUTION!!!
I meet new people! Take up new hobbies! Work on a tan or something!!
Yeah! That'll get my mind off her!

 Commence Project......Lemon

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